Masking true feelings=bad.  Don't do it.  I suggest it, I know from experience.  And now I'm writing a stupid LJ entry, that is all not really telling much, but telling some stuff...if that makes sense.  Don't worry about me, this is me not ready to tell anybody fully, but wanting to say something....so my something is: don't mask true feelings, it all, at first, starts crashing down and then it actuallycrashes down.    

"I've looked at love from both sides now, from give and take, and still somehow.  It's love's illusions, I recall, I really don't know love at all.  Tears and fears and feeling proud to say I love you right out loud dreams and schemes and circus crowds, I've lookedat live that way.  Bot now old friends are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say I've changed.  Well, something's lost, but something's gained, in living every day.  I've looked at life from both sides now, from win and lose, and still somehow.  It's life's illusions I recall.  I really don't know life at all.  I've looked at life from both sides now, from up and down, and still somehow.  It's life's illusions, I recall, I really don't know life at all."  
-->Both Sides Now (Joni Mitchell)

So...I probably should've worked on my religious studies case study today..but I didn't...so tomorrow I have to write half of it, then Sunday I'm going to write the other half Sunday...then on Monday I'm planning on proof reading...that's my plan.  Yup yup yup.  I'm also planning on doing other stuff during the weekend.  I'll survive though, I always do....yup yup yup.  I'm patheticly watching 'Ghost Whisperer.'  But when 'Ghost Whisperer' opened, Three Days Grace was playing...the two main characters were at a Three Days Grace concert...the band pretty much had a cameo on the show, which greatly entertained me. Yup that's it all...over and out...

I'm not meaning to keep posting videos of dance, but this is trully amazing...just wait through the beginning part or skip it, but watch the actual dance and tell me what you think...

Does anybody know what song the guy in the video is dancing to?  I can't figure it out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NlldodelfM0 (go to this link and watch it, please)

^most awesome dance routine EVER (it's Travis Wall and Benji Schwimmer from this past season of "So You Think You Can Dance")...it's so amazingly funny....I love it! Everyone should watch it.

 Yeah...so a lot has happened since I posted last.  

I had a Guatemala Retreat thing that turned into a huge stupid debate where I had to stop Gwen from biting off someone's head...she'll know what I mean (I just don't feel like naming names...).  Then church was on Sunday where I went down to the nursery with Gwen and Eleanor where we watchd Claire, William, and William's friend, Ava (all little kids who everybody, but Gwen, probably don't know).    Trying to figure out when it is best to have NDP Campus Club meetings.  I wrote my psych mid-term  last Thursday and got a 68% which isn't TOO bad, but it could've been better.  I also wrote my Religious Studies mid-term on Tuesday and I think I did pretty well.  I got my outline for the stupid sociology project back, and the margins are completely full of suggestions to make it better, which I guess is a good thing.  At the sociology class I also got the test that "I did sssooo badly on" which turned out to have been fine...actually more than fine I got a 12/15 (which translates to 80%) so I had no reason to freak out.  Yup yup yup....